I LOVE LIFE...

Finally finished my 1st paper of my Final Semester of Diploma in Communication Exam...feel so relief...now left 1 more final paper on next Monday which is the subject that confused me the most, the one and only Social Psychology...and then i will be FREE....yeah..i'm feeling great....

By the way, I was addicted to few new songs recently and one of them is Mariah Carey's new songs "Bye Bye"... The first time i heard is when i watched her performing in the American Idol 2008, when the song begins with a sweet rhythms I told myself that "wow! this should be a nice song"...and it really did not disappointed me...not only because it is sung by Mariah or the music is nice, but i rather think that the lyric is very meaningful... it just so simple and honest..

#click to enlarge image and see the lyric#

I lost three persons who are closed to me in the last 10 years... I could tell you that it was a really painful experienced that i ever had in my life. You could just speechless and donno what to do when you surrounded by such situation. You can't even cry to express your feeling..

2000, i was back from langkawi trip when my dad called and said that "He" just passed away. I was too young to understand the meaning of "passed away". So i just get confused and asked dad : "who's grandpa?"... I never cried since i received the phone call until the moment i stood in front of his coffin and looking at him who was already gone..

20007, I received a SMS telling me that "He" just passed away. It was the second time I received such news but still couldn't define the meaning of "passed away"... I did not went back to attend his funeral because of my passport problem...And only when I was home a month later, I found out that i would never find him reading newspaper when I went to his house again forever, then I was only recognize that I miss my uncle alot...

2008, again I received SMS telling me that "He" just passed away few minutes ago in the hospital...At that moment I just look at my phone and try to read and read again the SMS ensuring myself that I din read wrongly...But it was no mistakes...the 3 lines messages just so concise and simple and represent how mom feels of losing his dad, my grandpa...This time, i just realized that i finally understood the meaning of "passed away"...I kept telling myself that "I got no grandpa anymore"..

Sometimes, I asked myself, why do we live when we had to left forever? why do we breath when ther's a time where we'll be breathless forever? It just so strange to find that someone you love or someone who you just met is suddenly passed away...you'll never see him/her again...you'll never talk to him/her again...But I guess that's what we called LIFE... you live and you left, you breath and you don't,..I think the most important lesson of "live" is "cherish"... If you know to cherish your live, ur life would be meaningful and u'll left without regret...If you cherish every breath that you take, you'll breath without regret...and if you know how to cherish everyone around you, you'll never get sad when he/she is leaving...Luckily I cherish every "He" which already left..and did not feel regret they left because at least I know they are not suffering anymore and had reached a better place..... I LOVE LIFE...

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is bliss, taste it.

Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it.

Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it.

Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it.

Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it.

- Mother Teresa